Oh my god.
School is out.
It's like, a dream.
It's not real.
...
I actually don't have to wake up for something important every morning!!
o__O

Well, I have the urge to write in my journal, so that's something I need to do. And for once it won't be a vicious rant (like usual). And that's in a seperate journal, I just felt the need to say it.

Guys, I was feaured and I didn't even know it!! That's never happened before, I feel special! I guess that's a sure sign I need to stick around! [link]

I have a survey to take up at the Mall for Payless; hopefully I'll have that job soon. And I don't remember if I told you yet, but I have two jobs right now, Dunkin Donuts AND Einstein Bros. Bagel Co. Uhm... if I get this Payless gig, Dunkin' is finally fer sure out the window. Can you believe it's almost been a year since I was hired there? Gosh.

I'm on the soccer team. Well. Soccer summer thing FOR the team. And I'm not changing high schools for my senior year, but I am moving. But not out of state. To an apartment in another part of town. Ehhh, I don't want to be a senior. That means I have only one more year left, no ifs ands or buts. I mean, that's it. It's like a slap in the face. [Scream.] This is so not fair. But... I guess it's better than flunking... and summer school... and my mom's mouth...

WELL. With soccer, I should lose some weight. I'm not fat or chubby even, but this gut is getting bigger and it's time to turn things around!! I can do it!! Yah!!

Uhm... it's like. Hot here. Like unbelievably hot. But it's temperature hot as well as TONS of humidity so it's even worse!!

It's summer again, guys. I really need to try and doll some more. I think I take things too seriously, and therefore I never finish any anymore. Well, MeiMei and Hina, you guys are my inspiration, so yeah!! I need to dish out some more pictures. In honest truth I have nothing of interest to upload. I swear it's just another pretty picture of Gabrielle. So is she like, my unofficial model now or something? Lol, I have no idea.

And. My uhh, ID. As soon as I put it up I realized how elementary it was, it's like, not dazzling. I guess when I was making it I thought it was cool, but now I think I just want to replace it with a picture and be done. x__X I probably will, I don't like looking at it; I think it reminds me of how much I *don't* know about CS2. Ha.

OH!! And I almost forgot: I'll be posting a new Youtube video soon. I just have to get myself to make one!! Agh!! Effort!! Loljk. But yeah. I actually like doing videos, so hopefully something will become of them. [link]